Trust

I had trust

Trust in many things
Trust in my parents

Trust in my siblings

Trust in my friends

Trust in the men of God

Trust in my school

Trust in my lecturers

Trust in a whole lot

Yes I had trust

And I believed in the things I trusted

I said I trusted God

But did I ever seek to know what that meant?

I said I relied on Him

And on His Word

I said I always put Him first

But then again I wonder

I said in my little head that I’ll do whatever He said

That I’ll go after he spoke

But did I always do that?

I thought I did

But I fooled myself

I had such confidence

In who I thought I was in Him

I carried my self-high and was proud of me

Then I saw the reality

I was not the perfect
or the good enough person I thought I was

I faulted in many ways

I trusted what men could do for me more

I relied on them being the people to act

More than He that directs them

I believed a great deal

But in many of the wrong things

Then I got heart broken

By who?

These same men I so trusted

They disappointed

Time and over

They promised and failed

They spoke words that gave a hint of light

And then they failed

Man disappointed me over and over

Then I remembered my Father

And as always ran back with my teary eyes

Asking Him to help me

To show me favor

I have been stubborn

I have been naive

I have done the right thing at the wrong time

But finally

I think I have learnt my lesson

Now I’ll go to God first

And tell Him to take care of the men he created

To make things work His way

And to help me trust Him more.

Today I know where I put my trust first

I'll put my trust in God.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,and do not lean on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5

At certain points in our lives, I believe we often trust men more than God, but it's imperative to remember and understand that He is the supreme Being and the One whom we should place all and not some of our trust. 

He, His, Him - referring to God.